Our readings today
are a bit overwhelming.
They talk of suffering,
discipleship,
missions,
persecution,
family conflict,
martyrdom,
faith,
righteousness,
and justification,
just skimming the surface.
We could go weeks,
studying verse by verse
in both the passage from Romans
and the lengthy passage from the Gospel of Matthew.
I have to say,
Jesus is no salesman.
“I am calling you to go and preach the good news,
but the best you can hope for
is a polite ‘no thank you,’
because it is more likely
that you’ll be arrested,
harassed,
persecuted,
kicked out of your own family,
and probably lynched.
And you won’t even finish this work
before the end of time.”
Worst recruiting pitch ever.
And Paul is no better.
He promises that our faith
will be counted as righteousness before God,
but our faith will also bring about suffering.
I mean, come on.
What’s good
about this news?
No wonder Jesus anticipates
a few no-thank-yous.
Jesus sees the people of his day
and he has compassion on them,
Matthew tells us,
saying that they were like
“sheep without a shepherd.”
So Jesus calls the twelve,
and says,
“I’m sending you out like sheep
among wolves.
Don’t pack a bag,
don’t take a snack,
don’t even take a stick to lean on;
leave your money at home,
and trust that your neighbors will provide.
Trust that God will provide.”
I don’t know about you,
but I don’t like this.
I don’t go away for the night
without packing for at least three days,
just in case.
The idea of just walking out of town,
empty-handed?
Feels like the sheep is not just among wolves,
but covered in a fine mint jelly
and spitting in the wolf’s eye.
We don’t like the idea
of such vulnerability.
We have insurance for everything.
We want to be prepared.
We want to harden ourselves,
to gather enough stuff to survive
any eventuality.
We want to avoid discomfort
and inconvenience;
to say nothing of real suffering.
How can Jesus expect us
to put ourselves
in such a defenseless position?
Hasn’t Jesus come to save us
from the suffering of the world?
Hasn’t Jesus come to end suffering?
Isn’t that what all this talk
of justice and mercy
have been about?
In the last several years,
there have been international news stories
about lost sheep,
missing for years,
suddenly being found
and rescued.
One such sheep
is named Baarack.
He was discovered in Australia
in 2021.
He is a merino sheep,
and merino sheep
do not shed their wool.
It seems Baarack had been “on the lam”
for quite some time.
(It’s Father’s Day,
so ewe’ll have to excuse my dad jokes.)
This poor sheep’s wool coat
had grown to weigh more than 77 pounds.
For perspective,
that is enough wool
for something like 61 full-sized sweaters
or 490 pairs of socks.
It was clear that he had once been owned,
because his ears had been tagged,
even though the tags had been ripped out
by his years alone in the bush.
He was immediately shorn to save his life,
and is living out his remaining years
in the safety of another heard.
It is dangerous
for sheep to be alone.
There are quite a number of predators
in the Australian Outback
who would love to feast on mutton,
if given the chance.
But it seems that
missing sheep like Baarack
have evaded these predators
because of their enormous wool coats.
As these sheep find themselves alone,
and missing regular sheerings,
they grow fluffier,
and fluffier,
until a predator
cannot get to their flesh.
This means
that when these sheep are separated from their shepherd,
separated from their herd,
they survive
by getting softer.
These sheep survive
by eating what is available,
by taking advantage of what shelter they can find,
and by getting fluffier
and fluffier.
I think this is what Jesus and Paul are talking about.
The word Paul uses
that has most often been translated in English
as “faith”
is better translated as “fidelity.”
When Paul speaks of being justified by faith,
we should understand
that we are counted righteous before God
because of the faithfulness of Christ,
and called to live a life of fidelity
to this reality.
Faith is not a belief system.
We do not create reality by our belief in it.
But we come to trust in reality
by our fidelity to it.
And reality
includes suffering.
We cannot remain faithful to reality
and escape suffering.
Both Paul and Jesus
promise us
that suffering is neither avoidable
nor is it wasted.
Acknowledging our suffering,
refusing to avoid it,
grieving our losses,
is like getting fluffier
and fluffier.
It is like growing a wool coat so thick
that predators cannot get to us,
and when the Good Shepherd rescues us
we will marvel at what God can make
from all that softness.
Jesus is not sending us out like shepherds,
like rescuers,
like a recovery team.
Jesus is sending us out
like a new herd.
A herd of all those lost and rescued sheep
who bear the scars of the communities
to which they used to belong.
A herd of lost and rescued sheep
whose softness has saved their lives.
A herd of lost and rescued sheep
where the Good Shepherd relieves us of our burdens
and sets us in a new community.
Jesus didn’t call the disciples
to be successful,
to be prepared,
to be heroic shepherds
or lone wolves.
Jesus calls disciples
to be faithful.
Faithful to news that is already good.
Faithful to a herd of lost and rescued sheep.
Faithful to a reality that includes our suffering
and doesn’t waste it.
Beloved,
be brave enough to get softer,
to trust that God will make much
of all you have suffered.
Trust that God is calling you
to go out like sheep,
to be bravely soft in a world of wolves,
to live among the hurting herds
to be faithful to a reality that includes our suffering
without wasting it,
and trust the Good Shepherd
to bear your burdens.
Amen.