I have a nephew
who loves to work.
He is always trying to sweep the floor,
or begging to use the weed eater to edge around the house.
His favorite toys
are all replicas of farm equipment.
His favorite video game
is a farm simulator,
where he raises crops
and livestock,
sells them,
and buys more farm equipment and land,
to raise more crops and livestock.
He spends a lot of time
with his great grandparents,
and his great grandfather is his favorite person.
Pawdy,
as he calls him
is not a farmer,
but very handy,
had a lot of lawn equipment,
and as my nephew would tell you
he can “fix anything but a broken heart.”
One of my nephew’s favorite things to do
at Pawdy’s house,
is drive the golf cart around the property,
surveying the land,
as he has seen Pawdy do.
The trouble, though,
with letting a 5-year-old
drive a golf cart,
is that they are easily distracted,
and where his eyes go,
his hands go,
and the steering wheel goes,
and the whole golf cart goes with it,
narrowly missing many a planter,
tree stump,
and bystander in the process.
At first glance,
our gospel lesson for today
seems awfully harsh.
Jesus has set his face toward Jerusalem,
that is,
he knows what lies ahead,
and is moving toward it with determination.
Jerusalem represents arrest,
torture,
humiliation,
crucifixion,
death.
To the Samaritans, though,
Jerusalem represents heresy,
oppression,
division.
If Jesus is going to Jerusalem,
they want nothing to do with him
or his mission.
And with his face set toward Jerusalem,
those who would follow him
must set their faces too.
Jesus knew
that where their eyes went,
their hands and feet would go,
and their whole lives,
their whole families,
their whole communities,
with them.
Jesus knew
that they would be easily distracted
by the circumstances,
that they would feel homeless
in a world without a place for them.
Jesus knew
that they would be easily distracted
by grief
and the myth of closure.
Jesus knew
that we would be easily distracted
and where our eyes went
our hands would go
and the whole plow would go with us.
Plowing takes intention,
focus,
concentration.
You have to fix your eyes
on a given point in the distance
and plow on toward it.
Any deviation,
no matter how small,
eventually becomes
either the intersection of lines
or the divergence of them.
If discipleship looks like
setting our faces toward some distant horizon
to keep us on the path,
what is that horizon?
What does Jesus require of us?
Here
many a lectionary preacher,
especially the Lutheran ones,
are likely to invoke the name of Dietrich Bonhoeffer,
and his most famous work,
The Cost of Discipleship.
Bonhoeffer speaks of a
“costly grace,”
and a
“cheap grace.”
This is a good place to start,
but I think this economic language
can quickly become problematic.
If we think in terms
of costly versus cheap
we are prone to thinking of scarcity versus abundance.
Then we’re likely to infer
that grace is a rare or inaccessible thing
with which God must be stingy
if there is to be enough of it to go around.
I think that we may be better served
to think of grace
as the way that love behaves.
If God is love,
as I John tells us,
then God’s very nature is gracious,
and generous,
and doting,
and abundant.
In fact, if God is love,
then
God is patient. God is kind. God is not envious, or boastful, or arrogant, or rude. God does not insist on God’s own way; God is not irritable or resentful; God does not rejoice in wrongdoing but rejoices in the truth. God bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. God never ends.
When we begin to see God in this way,
we can abandon the question
“What does God require of us?”
and begin to ask the question,
“What does God desire of us?”
God desires reunion.
God desires to draw all creation
into the circle dance of Trinity
from which all things came.
God desires that we should imitate Christ,
who set his face toward Jerusalem,
“who though he was in the form of God,
did not regard equality with God
as something to be exploited,
but emptied himself.”
God desires of us
the same self-emptying
that God exhibits within Godself,
each person of the Trinity
emptying themselves into the others.
Each one emptied and each one filled.
God is at God’s core a relationship,
and relationships by their very nature
transform the people in them.
They require a level of willful vulnerability,
a self-emptying
in hope and trust of being filled by the other.
God desires
that we should be in this relationship with God—
You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength —
and God desires
that we should be in this relationship
with each other—
And you shall love your neighbor as yourself.
In such a relationship of mutuality,
one is free to give oneself away
without losing oneself.
We are allowed to be authentically ourselves,
without shame or fear.
And mutual admiration
breeds imitation.
Said another way,
When we follow Jesus closely enough
our lives start to look like Jesus’ life.
When we are in this loving
and self-giving relationship
with God and with each other
we are freely able to be authentically ourselves
while in gratitude and adoration
we begin to imitate the character of God,
because the Spirit produces in us
the fruit of the Spirit:
Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
generosity, faithfulness, gentleness,
and self-control.
It is this reunion with God
that becomes our horizon.
Jesus calls us
to set our faces toward Love.
The path of discipleship
may often look like
a 5-year-old on a golf cart
as we allow ourselves
to be distracted
by insisting on our own theological interpretations,
by working ever harder to put a roof over our heads,
by trying to find ways to mitigate or avoid our grief,
or by setting our faces
toward anything that isn’t Love.
I am reminded of the words of that old hymn,
Turn your eyes up on Jesus.
Look full on his wonderful face.
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim
in the light of his glory and grace.
The grace that is the way love behaves,
the grace that is always calling us back to the path,
calling us to set our faces
toward the Love that made us,
the Love that saved us,
and the Love that is drawing us into God’s very self,
fitting us for the kingdom,
because Love knows
that where our eyes go,
our hands go,
and our whole selves with them.
Amen.