For these past several weeks
we have been discussing some challenging texts
that mostly seem to point to the cross
as a metaphor for discipleship.
Jesus has been teaching his disciples
what it means to follow him.
By and large,
this has been a near futile task,
since the disciples in the Gospel of Mark
are as dense as lead.
Now,
we can cut them some slack,
since Jesus has been laying out a path of discipleship
that was so counter to the cultural
and socioeconomic structures of his day
that it was difficult for them
to completely overhaul everything
they’d ever experienced in their lives
and see the world through a new lens.
Especially since that lens
was a Roman cross.
Jesus keeps talking about death,
and humility
and service
and childlike vulnerability.
He’s started including Gentiles
in his vision of the coming kingdom
of a Jewish God.
I’m sure that the disciples are asking themselves
why they ever left their boats and nets,
their homes and families,
to follow a man toward Jerusalem
who seems intent on getting himself killed there,
who seems to be asking the disciples to die too.
As their understanding of the Messiah changes,
I’m sure that the alure of following him
must have changed too.
I have to say,
there sure are days in my life
when I can relate to that feeling.
Days when I wish Jesus would come and
strike down my enemies,
would exact vengeance on those who wrong me.
There are days when I wish following Jesus
was more lucrative,
more illustrious.
Days when I wish that following Jesus
was more like Your Best Life Now
than there’ll be a better life later.
I want some of that justice
Amos is preaching about.
I want to cry out like the psalmists,
“How long?”
But like the disciples generally,
and like this rich man in today’s gospel specifically,
I’m not sure how much I have considered
that when God’s justice comes to right the world
that I, like this rich man,
might be the one
doing the grieving.
Growing up,
we used to sing a hymn called “O How I Love Jesus.”
It’s one of those tunes
that gets inside of you
and the melody and lyrics pour out like a dam break
at the slightest prompting.
O how I love Jesus
O how I love Jesus
O how I love Jesus
because he first loved me.
So much of my faith then
was about me and Jesus,
about a personal relationship with God.
I wasn’t concerned
about all the problems of this life
because I was worried about the next.
That exhaustion with this world
and fear of the next
drove our desire to tell others
about this coming day of justice.
We wanted revival,
a stirring of the Holy Spirit in human hearts
that would draw all people to God
and spark the second coming,
when this world would get what was coming to it
and those of us with a personal relationship with Jesus
would live and reign with Jesus
forever.
So, there was another song we would sing.
“Lord Send a Revival.”
Lord send a revival
Lord send a revival
Lord send a revival
and let it begin in me.
Now because you heard those two songs so close together
you may have realized
much quicker that I did
that “O How I Love Jesus”
and “Lord Send a Revival”
have the same tune.
But I never did.
I,
like this rich man in today’s gospel,
was happy loving a God who loved me
and I was spending all my time
trying to assure myself,
if not assure God,
that I was saved
and just waiting for that day of justice.
So,
When I sang that old hymn,
“Lord Send a Revival”
that last line,
and let it begin in me,
never seemed to sink in.
I never seemed to realize
that God might begin that revival,
in me,
as songwriter Derek Webb sings,
by “turning over tables
in my own living room.”
What Amos prophesied,
what the psalmist longed for,
what the disciples misunderstood,
and what the rich man wanted to add to his coffers,
was like one tune
with two sets of lyrics.
Jesus looks at this rich man
and loves him,
and yet,
sends him away grieving.
Jesus loves the rich and the poor together.
But justice is like one tune
with two sets of lyrics.
To the poor,
justice is a song of praise,
a shout for joy,
a hymn of gratitude.
For the rich,
justice is a song of grief,
a tale of woe,
a hymn of lament.
We American Christians,
especially those of us
who grew up
in middle class homes,
in predominantly white neighborhoods,
were taught to think of justice as something received.
We were taught to read the scriptures
as though justice was God’s business,
and that we would be on the receiving end of God’s justice.
We were taught to read the story of the rich man
and think of the Rockefellers, the Vanderbilts,
the Roosevelts,
the Kennedys,
the Kardashians
Bill Gates,
Jeff Bezos,
Elon Musk.
I am certain that this text has its own message
for each of those folks.
But, we were never taught
to see in this story
a picture of ourselves.
We like the disciples,
start to catalogue
all the things we don’t have
as proof of our love for God
or our need to receive God’s justice.
But Jesus teaches the disciples
and us
that the other side of receiving justice
is becoming just.
Jesus invited the rich man to grieve his many possessions
and
Jesus invited the disciples to grieve their desire to be rich.
This is the justice of the kingdom of heaven.
One tune
with two sets of lyrics.
If our paradigm for discipleship
is the Cross of Christ,
then we must see the call to discipleship
as the call to embrace grief.
Jesus calls the rich to give up being rich
and the poor to give up their desire to be rich.
Then both are invited to grieve together,
to become the justice each longs for.
We are called away from self-preservation,
from security,
from safety,
to mutual vulnerability,
common trust,
and collective care for each other.
The faith to which Jesus is calling us,
the path of discipleship,
the way of salvation
is NOT a private, personal, transactional
business decision between God and me.
Jesus is calling us to community,
to mutual care,
to collective responsibility…
Jesus is calling us to love
because he first loved us
and to pray that revival,
God’s coming justice,
will begin in each of us.
And because disciples need to be reminded,
We are given this meal
to teach us
that self-giving justice making
is the very nature of God.
We are given this meal
to teach us
that self-sacrifice is the shape of discipleship.
We are given this meal
to teach us
that community is the only space big enough
or safe enough
to hold our grief.
We are give this meal
to teach us
that Christ has died,
Christ is risen,
and Christ will come again.
What will we need to give up?
What will we need to grieve
before we can come and follow Jesus
in making justice?
How will we need to change
in order to become the community
our neighbors need us to be?
May this song of justice become our prayer…
Lord send a revival
Lord send a revival
Lord send a revival
and let it begin in me.
Amen.