Growing up in the 90s,
my fundamentalist faith
was punctuated by the release
of the next book in the Left Behind series.
I am not a lover of fiction,
so I cannot say I have read a single page
or any of these books,
but I was steeped in their content
nonetheless.
Those in my church
and in my sheltered friend group
were always talking about these books,
and by extension,
about the coming of the Rapture,
the 7 years of tribulation,
and the end of the world as we know it.
Every news event,
especially if it pertained to the middle east,
was seen as the fulfillment of prophecy.
TV shows like the 700 Club
and TV preachers like Hal Lindsay
were always mining the headlines
for signs of prophecy fulfilled,
supporting military actions in Gaza,
expansion of settlements in the West Bank,
and containment of the Palestinian people
in the name of hastening the Rapture.
It wasn’t until I had left this faith tradition in college
and met a Palestinian Christian
from the West Bank,
that I learned that there even were Christians
in Palestine,
or that May 14,
celebrated in Israel as Independence Day,
is mourned in Palestine
as al-nakba,
or “the Catastrophe.”
I hadn’t been taught
that the people targeted by Israeli forces,
the people displaced by expanded settlements,
or the people repressed by Israel in the name of security
were in fact people,
let alone Christian people.
I had been taught
that all of this must happen
to fulfill prophecy,
to move the hands of the celestial clock
closer to midnight,
to the Rapture of the Church
and the destruction of a damned world.
We were meddling in global politics,
not to work for peace,
not to feed the hungry
or house the homeless,
but to push the world
ever closer
to its destruction
and our salvation.
And lest you think this is overstated,
Pat Robertson and Hal Lindsay
are still around,
still propagating Christian Zionism,
and still mining the headlines
for prophecies fulfilled.
And they are not the only ones.
David Koresh and the Branch Davidians
were stockpiling weapons for the Second Coming
and the final battle
between good and evil.
A self-styled ‘pastor’ in Kenya
is in custody today
after the discovery of a mass grave
containing more than 200 bodies
of men, women, and children
who had starved themselves to death
because this preacher had convinced them
that this was the only path to God.
A warning I often heard
in my years as a fundamentalist was
“Don’t be so earthly-minded
that you’re no heavenly good.”
They didn’t want me
paying too much attention
to the things going on in the world.
And the isolation this posture created
served two purposes:
First, it isolated me from the effects
of the actions I took
and the policies I supported.
And second,
it isolated me from my culpability
for those actions and policies.
Those effects
were the will of God,
the work of God,
and those opposed to that will and work
were the enemy,
whom God would defeat in the end
and from whom
God would rescue us in the Rapture.
We were always looking up,
hoping to catch a glimpse
of Jesus coming in the clouds of glory.
But I’m pretty sure that looking up
is not the posture of discipleship.
On the day of the ascension,
when Jesus made that promise of return,
angels warned them against this very thing.
“Why do you stand
looking up toward heaven?”
the angels ask.
They seem to warn,
“Don’t me so heavenly-minded
that you’re no earthly good.”
Jesus promised to return,
yes,
but Jesus also promised
that they would receive power
when the Holy Spirit came
to be witnesses in Jerusalem,
in Judea,
and in the uttermost parts of the earth.
In our Gospel lesson,
Jesus is praying before his crucifixion
that these witnesses
of his words and deeds
would have eternal life,
which he defines
not as heaven later
but as relationship now,
with God,
through Christ.
Jesus’ promise at the ascension
and his prayer before his death
calls the apostles,
the witnesses to his life, death, and resurrection,
to await the power of the Holy Spirit,
the power to do something
about the way the world is
while we wait for his return.
Jesus doesn’t say
that they will receive power
to sit on their hands.
Jesus doesn’t say
that they will receive power
and they should guard it at all costs.
Jesus definitely doesn’t say
that they will receive power
to make the world as bad as possible
so that I will come back quicker.
Jesus says that they will receive power
to be witnesses,
in their hometown,
in their home country,
and then in the whole wide world.
The church has spent too long
“staring directly at the sun
but never in the mirror,”
as Taylor Swift would say,
and I can promise
that the whole wide world
is exhausted with us
always rooting for the anti-heroes.
Instead of getting busy
loving as we have been loved,
we got busy trying to do apocalyptic algebra,
trying to help God destroy the world
we were sure God had condemned.
We have both
squandered the power we have received
and wielded it against those
we were supposed to love.
We have believed that prophecy
had more to do with fortune-telling
than with truth-telling.
We used the promise of Jesus’ return
like a crystal ball
instead of a mirror,
hoping God would give us the power to see the future
instead of giving us the power to face our own actions.
We hoped that eternal life
would look noting like this life.
But Jesus says
that eternal life is this:
that we may know the one true God
because we have been witnesses
of the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus.
He doesn’t say
that eternal life is later,
once I have made the world right,
once I have taken the church out of harm’s way,
once I have established my kingdom,
once I have taken you up to heaven,
once I have destroyed this world;
no,
Jesus promises that eternal life
begins now,
in this life,
in this world,
with all its sin and death,
and with each other.
We don’t have to wait for heaven.
We don’t have to hope
for some rapturous escape
from a damned world.
We don’t have to suffer in silence
until God fixes everything.
We have been given eternal life now,
and the power to live this life
in neighborhood with God
and with each other.
The world needs the church
to stop hoping for heaven
and living like hell.
The world needs the church
to stop being so heavenly-minded
that we are no earthly good.
The world needs the church
to become the witnesses of Resurrection
that God is praying we will be.
Our neighbors need us to be a church
that meets their needs in this life
because that is exactly what the Spirit
has given us the power to do.
Our planet needs the church
to begin to care for our common home
instead working and praying
for its destruction.
The font calls us back to this life
by splashing cold water in our faces
to wake us up
and remind us of the power
we have received.
The table calls us all
to attend to our common needs
for daily bread
and deep relationship
with God
and with each other.
God has given the church
these common, physical, tangible things
in hopes that we will stop staring at the sky
and start really seeing ourselves
and each other.
And God has given the Church to the world
to be witnesses of these things,
starting in the pew beside us,
and in the community around us,
and then in the whole wide world.
So, Beloved,
don’t stand here looking up toward heaven.
Jesus will come back,
and we have work to do in the meantime.
Amen.