This week has seen a cascade of tragedies.
Hurricanes have ravaged Florida and Bermuda.
A gunman targeted
and murdered
Black shoppers in Jacksonville.
Another gunman terrorized the campus
of UNC Chapel Hill
in the second week of school
and killed a professor.
War rages on in Ukraine,
where a new Russian offensive in the east
is targeting civilians
and forcing the elderly who had sheltered in place
to flee alone and with limited resources.
And civil war continues in Ethiopia,
where women and girls in Tigray
are being raped as a weapon of war.
Elsewhere in Africa,
Gabon fell to a military dictatorship,
the 6th African nation to do so
in 3 years.
And that’s just this week.
July was the hottest month ever recorded.
Canada is on fire.
Southern California had a hurricane
and an earthquake the same day.
Lahaina is still picking up the pieces,
trying to locate missing loved ones,
and trying to imagine what rebuilding will look like
while not knowing where their next meal will come from.
And all of this pain and sorrow
comes right on the heels
of the collective tragedy
and unresolved grief
of a global pandemic,
devolving civic discourse,
and break-neck social change.
I know, I know;
“Better hurry up with the good news, preacher.
This is a little too bleak for 10 am.”
There is good news, I promise.
But if you came here this morning,
or if you came to faith in general,
to avoid suffering,
then even the good news
will likely disappoint you.
Life is difficult.
Tragedies happen,
sometimes by random chance,
more often
as the result of our own action or inaction.
We spend much of this life
trailing along,
from one wound to another,
new hurts compounding old injures,
wondering “What’s next?!”
but being afraid to say it out loud.
Any single tragedy—
whether personal or collective—
alters our sense of stability
our perception of the world
and our place in it.
But the sum of them,
the cumulative effect of a cascade of tragedies
bends us beyond our capacity
to regain our previous shape
or even maintain our tensile strength.
Eventually,
we break.
Our bodies,
our hearts,
our minds.
For that matter,
our governments,
our institutions,
all those things that make us feel
like we are a part of something larger
than our individual selves,
the structures and systems we have created
to ensure our basest needs,
they can also break,
and with them our very sense of belonging,
of safety and security,
of control.
Even the Church.
Last week
we heard Jesus say
that he will found his church
and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it,
And yet,
after these past several years,
it feels like the whole thing can be laid low
by a germ.
And if we’re being honest
none of us were strangers to calamity
even before it seemed like the world caught fire.
Maybe you lost a job,
ended a marriage,
moved away,
or the last kid went away to school.
Maybe its deeper than that.
Maybe you endured a trauma,
escaped an abusive relationship,
admitted your addiction,
finally got a diagnosis,
or held the hand of your greatest love
as they slipped away.
No matter your current situation,
I’d bet you can relate
to the lament of the prophet Jeremiah,
Why is my pain unceasing,
my wound incurable,
refusing to be healed?
Truly,
you are to me like a deceitful brook,
like waters that fail.
Maybe this is how Peter is feeling
when he rebukes Jesus.
After Peter’s confession
and Jesus’s admission
that Jesus is the Christ
Jesus begins to teach his disciples
that he will be handed over to the temple authorities,
he will be killed,
and he will be raised.
It’s that first bit that gets Peter’s attention.
“No.
Hun-uh.
That won’t happen to you, Jesus.
We won’t let it.
You are the Christ,
you said so yourself.
You heal the sick,
raise the dead,
walk on water;
You are God’s Son, for crying out loud!
You can’t be killed.
I mean,
what’s this all been for?
Don’t you know
what Messiah’s are supposed to do?
The Messiah is supposed to go to Jerusalem
and sit on the throne of David
not hang from a Roman cross.”
Jesus recognizes these words.
He heard them in the desert.
When his stomach growled
and he refused to make bread from stones,
when he stood on the pinnacle of the temple
and wondered if God would catch his fall,
when he stood on the hillside
and wondered if there was a faster, easier way
to carry out God’s plan.
So, Jesus spoke first to Satan,
and then to the disciples.
Jesus put the devil in his place,
and then he spoke to Peter’s pain
and anxiety,
fading hopes
and falling shoulders.
“If any want to become my followers,
let them deny themselves
and take up their cross
and follow me.”
Jesus says
“I know you’re hurting.
I know this is maybe not what you had planned.
I know you’d rather have the comfort of a full belly,
the assurance that God won’t let bad things happen to you,
and the power to rule over those who’ve hurt you.
But, beloved
that’s not how this works.
“My suffering is your suffering,
because your suffering is my suffering.
“Following me looks like holding onto this life
like water in cupped hands;
the longer you hold it,
the more of it passes through the spaces between your fingers.
You have to drink it in while you can,
or let it go
and trust there will be more.”
Jesus is saying much the same thing to us now.
All suffering is the suffering of God.
God suffers with us,
inviting us to follow Jesus into the pain
in our own hearts
and in the world.
This life still leads to pain that is unceasing,
and incurable wounds
that refuse to be healed,
just like those Jesus had after the resurrection.
And this suffering still leads us
to long for full bellies,
for the promise that God won’t let bad will happen to us,
for the power to keep them from happening ourselves.
And too often,
we respond to these temptations
by hoarding more than we need
so we can be sure our bellies will never growl.
By convincing ourselves
that our bellies are full because God loves us
and would never let anything bad happen to us.
By convincing ourselves
that other people are coming
to take away what God gave us,
so we need more guns,
a bigger army,
and higher walls
to make sure that we will always be safe and secure.
But Jesus’ invitation
to take up our cross and follow him
calls us to respond to these temptations
the way that Jesus did.
We can recognize in these words
the voice of Satan,
and put the devil in his place.
We can choose to enter into our pain
and the pain of our neighbors.
We can deny ourselves
and set about the work of filling other bellies.
We can take up the cross of this life willingly,
trusting that incurable wounds
are the hallmark of resurrected bodies.
We can follow Jesus,
knowing that safety and security,
power as the world sees it,
are not ours to wield.
Beloved,
the world is not a safe place.
I’m sure it is rubbing against
all the still gaping wounds inside you.
It is easy to want to lay down the cross,
to argue with Jesus
about what we had hoped
having a Messiah would mean.
But Jesus is calling us to be his disciples
by taking up the cross and following him.
By rising with him
and showing others the wounds in our hands and side
that they too
may know that God can
and will
deliver us from all that can kill us,
that there is no suffering
that God does not claim
as God’s own,
and that God is always bringing
something from nothing,
good from evil,
and life from death.
Nothing is ever wasted.
Your suffering belongs to God
and God’s suffering belongs to you.
So, hold your life like water in cupped hands
drink deeply while you have it,
and let it go,
trusting that there is always more.
Amen.