Today’s gospel
always makes me think of my grandfather.
Papaw was an avid fisherman,
catching many a fish that made news.
Like the 40 lbs. rock bass
he caught behind the TVA dam
in Rogersville, Tennessee,
just before I was born.
There's even a photo of me
at about 18 months
standing up
and balancing against a chair with one hand
and happily eating a red sucker with the other.
I'm drooling red dye
all down the front of my corduroy overalls
and my eyes are transfixed
on the fish that takes up the other half of the scene.
You can clearly see my Papaw’s hands
holding the fish next to my sticky body
for scale.
Along with his penchant
for catching toddler-sized fish,
Papaw was a fisher of people.
When I was born,
Papaw had a radio show
on a local AM station
where once a week
he would drive down to the station
and broadcast his message into the ether
hoping that technology and the Spirit
would carry his message
to listening ears and open hearts.
Whenever we were in public
he was constantly sharing his faith
with store clerks,
gas station attendants,
and fellow fishers
on the banks of Tennessee's lakes and streams.
When Zion was born,
a minor issue sent him to the neonatal ICU for two weeks,
and I could always tell
that Papaw had been to see Zion
because every windowsill,
from the front door of the hospital
to the door of the NICU,
housed a conspicuously placed gospel tract.
Shortly before he passed away,
Papaw gave me his fishing rod
and I felt like I had been handed Excalibur.
I soon collected a myriad of other fishing stuff
and began to steal a Saturday morning
here and there
to try my hand at continuing his legacy.
I used the tricks he had taught me,
used fancy new stuff I'd bought,
and despite having all that stuff,
my grandfather’s pole,
and sharing his DNA,
I had no luck.
The only bass I ever caught
was about 3 inches long.
Not quite a keeper.
My grandfather passed along something else, too.
The model of his faith,
his conviction,
his courage and determination
to share his faith.
His example
gave me a similar drive
to take seriously
the call of Jesus
to be fishers of people.
I knew the story of the gospel by heart.
I received specific training in college
from an organization
committed to following the Great Commission,
to make disciples of Jesus from all nations.
I spent spring breaks in Russia
sharing the good news
and receiving more training.
I spent summer breaks in resort towns
receiving more training
and sharing the good news.
And yet,
despite all my zeal,
despite my upbringing,
despite my ardent faith,
and all my training,
I had no more luck fishing for people
than I had had
fishing for fish.
Eventually,
I was able to reconcile
with the fact that I wasn’t very good at fishing.
Even though I wasn’t successful as a fisherman,
I loved being outside,
loved being by the water,
loved feeling close to Papaw
and doing something he loved.
When I could let myself be bad at it
and still love it for all those other reasons,
I could enjoy it much more.
But coming to terms with being bad at evangelism,
that has been much harder.
What does it say about my faith,
if I share it
and no one wants it?
What does it say about the gospel,
if no one sees it as good news?
St. Mark says,
“Jesus came to Galilee,
proclaiming the good news of God,
and saying,
‘The time is fulfilled,
and the kingdom of God has come near;
repent, and believe in the good news.’”
Jesus’s message
was that the kingdom of God
had come near,
which can also be translated as
“is at hand,”
“is already here.”
Then Jesus finds Peter and Andrew
and calls them to follow.
Next,
he calls James and John,
Zebedee’s sons.
And they all
immediately follow.
It will be 2 more chapters
before these former fishermen
are sent out as preachers,
casting out demons,
healing the sick,
and proclaiming that all should repent.
Until then,
Jesus does the preaching,
the teaching,
the healing,
and casting out demons.
Jesus came to preach the good news
that the kingdom had come near,
and then he showed them what the kingdom looked like.
Jesus met the needs of the people,
and they heard his message.
Jesus sent the disciples to meet the needs of the people,
and give them the message.
And with their needs met,
their bodies cured,
healed,
freed,
they couldn’t help but believe.
All those years I spent
evangelizing strangers
I was,
in my own mind,
meeting their need for salvation
from eternal damnation.
I did not come to hear their need,
I certainly did not come to share their need.
I came to tell them what their need was,
and provide the solution.
I was not trained
to hear how
in Russia,
70 years of communist rule
followed by little more than a decade
under a state church
had produced a mistrust of the followers of Jesus.
Nor was I prepared
to see the futility of evangelizing
an already Christian majority country.
For me,
the kingdom of God
was propositional,
transactional,
and far off in the distant future.
I thought only those who believed what I believed
had access to this kingdom.
I understood the mission of Jesus
to be the appeasement
of an angry God.
What I called “the gospel”
was no good news at all.
I’d gone fishing
with the wrong bait.
Jesus’ gospel
was good news to the sick,
whom he made whole;
to the possessed,
whom he healed;
and to the oppressed,
whom he freed.
Jesus came to save the body
and the soul.
Jesus calls his disciples to follow him,
to learn from him,
and eventually
empowers them to imitate him
in proclaiming
and embodying
the kingdom of God now.
Beloved,
I failed at being an evangelist
because the news I had to share
failed to be good.
The good news for us
is this:
In Jesus,
the kingdom of God is not a proposition,
but an invitation to participation;
Not transactional,
but transformational;
Not in the far-off future,
but in our very hands.
Our mission
is God’s mission,
chosen vulnerability
in solidarity
with the vulnerable.
I used to proclaim
a disembodied gospel,
that sought to “save souls”
like a fisher “saves” a fish from water.
God has entered our world in Jesus
to show us that we are as surrounded by the reign of God
as a fish is surrounded by water.
We are called
to proclaim the good news
that God in Christ
cares about our needs,
whether in body or in soul.
As Archbishop Desmond Tutu said,
“The gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ
is concerned with the whole person.
When people were hungry,
Jesus didn't say,
'Now is that political or social?'
He said, 'I feed you.'
Because the good news to a hungry person
is bread.”
Jesus came proclaiming the kingdom of God,
and recruiting disciples to embody the kingdom of God.
Fishing for people
isn’t like fishing for fish.
Fishing for people
is about living more deeply in solidarity with this world
and embodying the good news
that we are surrounded by the reign of God
like a fish is surrounded by water.
Believe the Good News.
Be the Good News.
Amen.