As many of you may already know about me
I grew up a fundamentalist.
I was part of a tiny
Appalachian Baptist tradition
that believed the King James Version of the Bible
was the only divinely inspired version
of the Word of God.
and therefore
was “the only rule of faith and practice,”
as the denomination’s charter stated.
My faith was forged
in the hellfire and brimstone preaching
of this tradition
and cooled in the soothing melodies
of shaped note singing
about the sweet by-and-by.
My grandparents took me to church
starting at age 2,
letting me stay at their house every Saturday night,
a tradition that only ended when I moved to college.
My grandfather had this story
about how he had come to the faith,
miles underground
in a coalmine
in southwestern Virginia.
One night,
working in the deep darkness
he cried out to God for salvation
and it completely changed his life,
and he would spend the rest of his life
sharing Psalm 139:8
If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there:
if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.
as if it had been written about his own life.
Eventually,
he met and married my grandmother,
who came to the faith because of him.
My grandfather even had his own radio show,
where he would ‘testify’ live,
on air each week.
Many of the other folks in our church
had these dramatic stories
of instantaneous conversions
where God had delivered them
from a life of scandalous sin,
and had now written their names
in the Lamb’s book of life.
When I was 7 years old,
I understood that God loved me
that Jesus had died for me,
and that I wanted to go to heaven.
So,
when I was told that I needed to
accept Jesus as my personal savior,
of course, I did.
Now,
in this tradition,
the next thing you do
is you begin to learn to share your story,
your testimony,
as we called it.
But I was seven.
As you might imagine,
my story couldn’t include
that Jesus had delivered me from drinking
or sleeping around,
or gambling,
or any of the other things
that so many of the other testimonies had included.
In fact,
my realization that I needed a savior
had come as something of a shock
because it hadn’t ever occurred to me
that I didn’t already have one.
My faith had come from the witness of others,
from their testimonies.
From those whose life experiences had driven them to Jesus,
whose conversions had literally saved their lives.
But where was God in my own story?
What good news did I have to share?
In John’s gospel today,
we see John’s experience
of the Holy Spirit
at Jesus’ baptism
has led him to point to Jesus
as the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.
It is John’s testimony,
that Jesus is greater than himself,
even offering a baptism greater than his own baptism,
that Jesus is the Son of God,
that compels his own disciples
to leave John
and follow Jesus.
When Jesus sees John’s disciples following him
he asks,
“What are you looking for?”
John had seen the Holy Spirit descend
and confirm that Jesus is the Son of God.
Maybe these disciples didn’t know
what they were looking for.
Maybe they were expecting something like
the heavens rending,
or voices booming,
or a dove descending.
We don’t know for sure what they did find,
but whatever they found
compelled Andrew to go and tell his brother
that they had found the Messiah.
The season of Epiphany
is about recognizing God
first in Jesus
and then everywhere else.
We see from John’s story
and from Andrew’s story
that God comes to us
in the proclamation of the truth about Jesus.
God is calling each of us to be preachers
and prophets,
to first recognize God in our own stories,
and then go and tell these stories to others.
But
we cannot always identify God in our own stories.
As I grew in my own faith,
I realized that
though I couldn’t point to a dramatic rescue
or to an instantaneous conversion experience
my testimony
is that I cannot remember a time
when I did not know Jesus.
And,
it wasn’t until I came into the Lutheran Church
and began to hear the stories of folks
mostly baptized as babies,
who also couldn’t remember
a time when they didn’t know Jesus,
that I began to hear echoes of my own story.
I found that God had been at work in my life the whole time.
And I would never have known this
without the testimony of others.
This good news of God come near in Christ
Has been passed from John the Baptist,
to the disciples,
to the early church,
through 20 centuries of believers,
into Appalachian coalmines,
across AM radio waves,
even through fundamentalist preachers.
God is revealing Godself
not only in the stories of others,
but also in your own stories.
God is continuing to write the story of the Gospel,
in our hearts and lives,
through our mouths and hands,
calling us to testify to the God come near,
first in Jesus,
and then everywhere else,
that you too may point to God in the flesh
and echo John’s proclamation,
Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.
Amen.