I love to cook.
I am a man of few hobbies,
cooking and theology
being really the only things
I spend any time doing,
and each of them have a utilitarian function.
I cook so we can eat
and I am now a professional theologian,
so, in a sense,
I also do theology so we can eat.
I have learned a variety of techniques,
but mostly
I have learned to cook what I love to eat.
There are lots of clichés
that make more sense to me now
as a cook,
than as a kid
when all the cooking was done for me.
Making cookies regularly,
I now understand why 13 is a baker’s dozen,
since the same chocolate chip cookie recipe
sometimes yields 34 cookies
and sometimes 37.
Having finally succeeded
at making a beautiful and delicious
cake from scratch,
and icing it perfectly,
I can see the conundrum
in wanting to have one’s cake
and eat it too.
And I totally understand
why a watched pot never boils.
Measured time tends to drag on and on
while unmeasured time
seems to slip away
like water through a sieve.
One of the things I love to cook
is pasta carbonara,
a Roman dish
traditionally made with cured pork jowl
(I use hickory smoked bacon),
garlic,
black pepper,
parmesan or pecorino cheese;
eggs,
and pasta.
This dish took a lot of pot watching
to get right.
If you make the egg mixture
or the bacon too early,
you end up standing around
waiting for the water to boil
and the pasta to cook.
If you make the pasta too early,
then you end up with overcooked pasta
or undercooked eggs,
neither of which is particularly appetizing.
What I’ve found
is that you have to start with the water.
Fill a pot,
set it on the eye,
cover it,
and turn on the heat.
While you wait,
there is a lot of prep to do.
On the stove
you have to get bacon and garlic rendering
while you also have to crack four eggs,
separate three yolks,
grate a cup of cheese,
and whisk them all together.
You have to keep an eye on the bacon
so that neither the bacon nor the garlic burn,
and all of this has to happen
while you keep an eye
and an ear on the pot of water.
These three separate steps
have to be done at the same time,
or the recipe doesn’t work.
In our first lesson,
the prophet Isaiah says something like,
“A watched pot never boils.”
“What is taking you so long, Lord?
Light a fire
and let it burn hot,
until the waters of justice boil over
and flood the whole world.
When we can’t see you, Lord,
can’t see your power to save or to sever,
we get up to some pretty awful stuff.
Save us, Lord!
Now!
Today!
Split the sky and come now
to save us from ourselves,
and the world we find ourselves in
when we can’t find you!”
As we enter this season of Advent,
this little Lent before Christmas,
many of us are,
I’m sure,
sharing Isaiah’s sentiment.
What is taking so long?
When is God going to come
and fix this messed up world?
What’s it gonna take?
Many of us
have come to understand a little too well
Jesus’ words from the Cross,
“My God, my God, Why have you forsaken me?”
Or Jesus’ prayer in Gethsemane,
“If it is your will Lord,
save me from this.”
As we surrounded by wars
and rumors of wars.
The twin tragedies of terrorism
and the disproportional response
between the government of Israel
and Hamas
has broken our hearts
and caused an uptick in both anti-Muslim
and antisemitic violence around the world.
War is still raging in Ukraine
and Tigray.
At home,
we are staring down the barrel
of yet another vitriolic and exhausting election year.
And even closer to home,
many of us are still reeling
from our own private apocalypses,
familial or internal cataclysm
that have seemed to darken the sun
and shaken the foundations
of our perception of reality.
Who isn’t struggling to find God
in the midst of so much unrest,
uncertainty,
unhappiness?
Who isn’t ready
for God to fix the world?
Jesus seems to think
that very few of us are ready.
“But about that day or hour,”
Jesus says,
“no one knows,
neither the angels in heaven,
nor the Son,
but only the Father.”
No one knows.
Not even the Son.
Even Jesus doesn’t know
when the day is coming;
that day when God will turn the world right-side-up.
“Beware, keep alert;”
he says,
“for you do not know when the time will come.
It is like a man going on a journey,
when he leaves the home
and puts his slaves in charge,
each with [their] work,
and commands the doorkeeper to be on the watch.
Therefore, keep awake—
for you do not know
when the master of the house will come.”
Jesus is saying,
I don’t know either,
when God is going to fix the world,
but you each have your own work to do,
so, I’ll watch the door,
and you get to work.
Like making pasta carbonara,
while we wait for the waters of justice to boil,
there is work to do.
The heavens-rending,
brush-burning,
pot-boiling justice
Isaiah prays for,
is coming,
and Jesus is training our eyes
and ears
and hearts
to recognize the sound of the water boiling,
so we are ready for it.
That work starts in repentance,
taking responsibility,
personally and communally,
for the part we have played
in making the world the way it is.
The prophet says,
“You were angry, and we sinned;
because you hid yourself
we transgressed. …
Do not be exceedingly angry, O Lord,
and do not remember iniquity forever.”
That work in the meantime
continues in living out our baptism,
as we renounce the devil
and all the forces that defy God,
as we renounce the powers of this world
that rebel against God,
and as we renounce the ways of sin
that draw us from God.
That work continues
as we live into our core values—
hospitality,
generosity,
and solidarity—
recognizing the coming of God in our neighbors,
becoming the kind of neighbors
our neighbors need us to be,
and working shoulder to shoulder
until our justice making
looks like the love of God.
As we enter Advent,
our hope is not a passive optimism.
Our hope is a patient trust
practiced with diligent obedience
while we look and listen
for the coming of ultimate justice.
This is the kind of waiting
that Advent calls us to.
The kind of waiting that
keeps us busy,
preparing for what is coming.
Jesus’s warning about the coming of the Son of Man
is like a recipe giving us instructions;
“This is what a boiling pot will look like.
Be sure to have everything ready!”
So, in the meantime,
practice a diligent obedience
with patient trust
that our work is God’s work.
Be about the long,
slow work of justice making.
Be generous with mercy,
and excessive with grace.
And when we set our minds and hearts to this work
we will find the pot boiling over
at just the right moment.
We will find God,
doing awesome deeds we did not expect,
like rending the heavens,
shaking the mountains,
forgiving sins,
being born in a manger,
dying on a cross,
rising from the dead,
and still living, dying, and rising
in each of our lives too.
This is the hope of Advent.
Patient trust
practiced with diligent obedience
until the coming of ultimate justice.
Amen.